In my heart; in my soul, i give You control, Consume me from the inside out, Lord.

Yesterday, during CF we were in Rachel's house and Wai Yip was reading on the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
At the end of his sharing, he urged those who have yet to receive the Holy Spirit to come forth to the centre to be prayed for.
Just wanna thank the Lord for an amazing friend, Shu Run, who prayed for me.
The feeling I felt was undescribable and I was just overwhelmed and ended up dissolving into tears.
I could feel His presence in that place and the feeling was indeed beautiful.
That night, heard a few praise songs which words just spoke to me and it sparked this fire in my heart- a deep longing.
This morning, while I was in the shower, I just felt like singing a couple of my fave praise songs.
Later, I just stood there and began praying, first for CF Rally and I asked God what He had in store for me.
All of a sudden, I just started crying, but continued to pray and my heart felt so heavy.
I felt different and I realized that the Holy Spirit was speaking through me.
It was just a short moment and the words I could not understand but that did not matter.
I just felt revived, refreshed for the Lord.
Its such and amazing feeling and I'm in awe of His Majesty.
After that, I got a short glimpse of this vision or the words were just somehow spoken to me.

EPHESIANS 15:13

No words, nothing.
Just an image of the words, EPHESIANS 15:13.
I quickly went to my room and grabbed my Bible, realizing that there's no verse 13.
So I flipped to Ephesians 5:13 instead.
Its remarkable how the words just jumped at me and that I could relate to it.

"But all things become visible when they are exposed by the light, for everything that becomes visible is light.
For this reason it says,
“Awake, sleeper,
And arise from the dead,
And Christ will shine on you.”

I truly felt different and I know that the Lord is working in me through ways I don't understand.
Yet, I believe in the Risen One and now I have to just keep burning with passion for Him; with Him.


The art of losing myself,
In bringing You praise.

It's Been So Long..... That I Haven't Seen Your Face. (:

Gosh, its been long hasn't it? (:
Pams, Shu Run and JY came over yday and we had mindless chatter. Loads of it.
And then checking out other ppl's FB profiles. *so lifeless right? :D
We even came across someone's wedding pics. SO SWEEEET!
i love wedding pics where everyone's laughing and u can tell that he really loves her and she really loves him.
Aww, just so sweet lah.
Oh ya, JY, Pams and SR, they camwhored with my phone and they left their pics in my HP so i decided to upload them. Hehe. Sry for poor visual quality, my phone's VGA.



















Btw, i really like this pic, very artistic!













so i used it as my header! :D
Speaking of violins, Antonio's, [my violin] been the only thing I've been playing (the ONLY productive thing i've been doing all holiday) So far i can scrape through a few songs
*need LOADS more practice though.
But it gives me some sense of accomplishment and I love Antonio to pieces. (:
Went to Cass' place last err.. Thurs?
Was it last Thurs?
Anyways. We watched Kyle XY.
Awesome show.
There was a scene:

Kyle: Yo! Get me some juice down here!
What's up? You people taken stupid pills?
Juice me!

ROFL, man/
:D

And I can’t do this by myself All of these problems, they’re all in your head.

I'm already missing Matt, but I know he's got the rest of his life ahead of him so I'm not worried.
U ROCK MATT! :D







Went running this morning with Pam; burn fats,
oh and if you're in need of a laugh check this video out.

seconds 1.33-1.48!



IMISSUMATT ;(















I've known her since Form 1.
She's the third person I knew from my current school.
She laughs at anything and everything... with me!
I love her to bits and therefore this post is a Jia Ying tribute. ahem ;)

Okay, let's see where shall I start?
- She's one of the best-haired people I've known, with super brown hair.
- She looks like an ah-moh lang. (:
- She loves Ryan Cabrera (during his blonde, spiky-haired days)
- Her ringtone is On The Way Down
- Her dog's name is Haspy
- She's got crooked teeth. haha :D
- She's really smart!
- Her Cantonese is a bit weird, like mine! except mine's worse! :D
- We are really random. ;)
- She's really funny!
can't really think of much else, just know that i love her, :D

to JY; there you go! :D

And your neighbours can't take anymore, it's so voyeur, let's give 'em an encore.

tagged by Pammie. :D

001. Real name : Lee Jia Ann
002. Nickname(s) : Anna, Anna Banana, Banana
003. Age: Sweet, sweet sixteen. :D
004. Zodiac sign : Pisces.
005. Male or female : Female.
006. Elementary : SK SS19
007. Middle School : SMK USJ 4
008. High School : SMK USJ 4
009. College school: Time will tell. ;)
010. Hair color : Dark brown?
011. Long or short : Short.
012. Loud or Quiet : Quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans : None!
014. Phone or Camera : Phone
015. Health freak : Definitely.
016. Drink or Smoke? : -
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Kris Allen, Matt Giraud. :D
018. Eat or Drink : Love it.
019. Piercings : One on each side.
020. Tattoos : None.
021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends.
022. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST:
023. First piercing: Eight.
024. First relationship: as of now, just my baby Antonio. :D
025. First Best Friend: Jasmine and Amos. where are you guys now? ;(
026. First Award: Primary school, got number 3 i think.
027. First Kiss: -
028. First Pet: Goldfish! :D
029. First Big Vacation: China, was eight.
030. First Love at first sight: i have a lot lot lot of this.
031. First Big Birthday: Five, my kindie teacher made me wear a paper crown and I had a Minnie Mouse bday cake! :D
032. First Surgery: None. Phewww.
033. First sport you joined: -
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice. :D

035. Rock or Rap: Rock

036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Christina Aguilera.
039. Night or Day: Night's the best part of the day. (:
040. Sun or Moon: Moon.
041. TV or Internet: Can i have both? :D
042. Playstation or xbox: Wii!!
043. Kiss or hug: Never had the first but i know the second feels great. (:
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle!
045. Spider or bee: -
046. Fall or spring: Fall, (:
047. Limewire or iTunes: YouTube. *i YouTube everything, so yeah..
048. Soccer or baseball: Ouch!

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating : Nope.
050. Drinking : Saliva,
051. Excitement level: Dead.
052. I'm about to : Go out for dinner. (:
053. Listening to : Take It Home, The White Tie Affair. i love TWTA!
054. Plans for today : Eat! :D
055. Waiting for : ohmygosh, that's the title of my story.
him. :D
And David Archuleta to come to M'sia! someone take me, i love you!!!
056. Energy level: negative out of 10. so tired.
057. Thinking of someone: Kris Allen, Matt Girauuuuud. :D

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? : i'm thinking of names already. :D
059. Want to get married? : every girl's been waiting for this, and i'm every girl.
060. When: in God's time. (:
061. How many kids do you want: one to four.

062. Any names on the mind: Ryan, Aiden, Luke, Miles, Riley, Seth, Tyler, Taylor, Dylan, Jamie, Jayden, Jesse, Jordan, Blake, Camden, Chase.

063. What did you want to be when you're a kid: Barbie. nah. SUPERMANNNNN!
064. Careers in mind : Screenwriter. :D
065. Mellow future or wind: means?
066. Something you would never try: jump down a building just to feel the wind in my hair. (:
*then, i'd have to go see Shu Run the psychologist and she'll probably just lock me up in an asylum. with her. :D
067. When you want to die: in God's time. (:

068. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
069.Romantic or Funny: Everything.
070. Shorter or taller? : Tall enough to protect others, short enough that i can gaze into the eyes.
071. Protective or Caring: Can I say all?
072. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous is nice.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms : Abs. oooh. :D
074. Sensitive or loud : Loud at most times, sensitive at others.
075. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant : Trouble maker! he can be the part i've always wanted to be.
077. Muscular or normal: Normal.
078. Kissed a stranger: If it was really love at first sight.
079. Broken a bone: Err, okay?

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts : YES!
081. Ran away from home : don't want to, :D
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense : -
083. Killed somebody : Yup, i pushed them down the stairs and put their dead body in... my violin bag, where i later burned it up and laughed cynically from afar. FUN.
084. Broken someone's heart : Definitely not.
085. Had your heart broken: Kris Allen's married and Matt Giraud's taken!
086. Been arrested: Not yet.
087. Cried when someone died : i cry at everything.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Not yet.

Do you believe in:
089. Yourself : Depends.
090. Miracles : Yeah :D
091. Love at first sight : YES!!!
092. Heaven : Definitely.
093. Santa Claus : Nope.
094. Sex on the first date : Not yet.
095. Kissing on the first date : Yeah, sure. Why not?
o96. Angels: wild angels, wild wild angels! :DD

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Antonio
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Antonio
099. Do you believe in God : YES!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people.

i tag, Aifa
Chia Mei
Chris
Esther
Jin Li
Julia
Ming Wei
and Trisha.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet, But I would never do you wrong.

My mom's still pondering whether i should learn the violin.
You see, as a child i've grown up being the undesicive one.
(My sisters both got the decisive gene, if there ever is one)
Okay let's see, i've learnt painting, swimming, playing the piano, playing the guitar (and the list goes on. i can't think right now)
But the point is, have any of those grown into full-blown undiscovered talents?
Have any of those even became a part of me?
Sadly, no.
*Hence the title.
But i really want this now.
I don't think my mom can see that.
It's like that boy who cried wolf.
Too many times a lie and no one believes you anymore.
Except for me, it's not a lie. It's an undesicive-thingy thing.
So.. yeah.
Pray for me, kay? (:
Oh, and of course the title also relates to the fact that... KRIS ALLEN sung it last Wed on AI.
Heee, :D

Sé que no han hecho aún su mente hasta
Pero yo nunca haría usted equivocado .

I even got the Spanish version.
See! :D
Okay, I know it seems like I'm incredibly free.
I think i've gone online three times today already.
I read the Chem book for 20 minutes though.
Does that help balance it out?
Err.. I think not, right?
And Chemistry exam's like next Monday.
I thought, "Oh no, i'm gonna DIE!"
But then again, so will everyone right?
Right?
EVERYONE will teman me right? ;D
Oh yeah and before I forget.
I know this is a bit 'long-dued'/ over-dued (whatever the word is).
But i watched...







:D
VERYVERYNICE!
And, Tarquin's really really hot!
That should be reason enough to watch it. So watch it!
Another thing you should watch, :D

http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/ford_music_videos/

Found this at americanidol.com

HiFi2020-MARK: "Kris looks like such a model when he did the last Ford commercial.
What do you all think."

I think, yeah! ;DD






THROW!











HIDE, HIDE! ;D










DUNK.








ATTACK!



They had a waterballoon fight.
Looks so fun.
We should have one of those, again. I miss them!
And Matt Giraud, his performance last Wed, so so nice!
Okay lah, enough blogging and drooling for now.
Gotta get back to reading that freakingthickChemistrytextbook.
(They should make AmericanIdol textbooks. Elliott Yamin, Chris Daughtry, David Archuleta, D Cook. :D Or OneTreeHill textbooks. Oooh, textbooks on everything Lucas. Waaah. Nice. And Jamie, too! Nathan. :D)

For more on Matt Giraud and Kris Allen, please visit americanidol.com

Fuyoh, i feel like such an "advertiser"! :D

It never came to the corner of First and Amistad.

Tagged by Yin Ting and Trish. (:

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name?
Anna.
2. A four letter word.
Aiyo..?
3. A boy's name.
Aiden. (:
4. A girl's name.
Ave.
5. An occupation.
Actor.
6. A colour
Auburn.
7. Something you'll wear.
A-Line skirts?
8. A food.
Aiskrim. :D
9. Something found in the bathroom or your bag.
Averything?
10. A place.
Australia. (:
11. A reason for being late.
Aiyoh, tired lah.
12. Something you'd shout.
"A hot guy?!!"
13. A movie title.
Awake. (: funny, since i just watched it.
14. Something you'd drink.
Apple juice.
15. A musical group.
the All American Rejects, :D
16. An animal.
Ants.
17. A street name.
1st and Amistad. ;D
18. A type of car.
Aston Martin. (:
19. A title of a song.
A Little Too Not Over You, by David Archuleta. :DD
20. i tag:
any bored twenty, (:

I got it Made in the sun baby, Made in the sun sugar, Made in the sun honey.

Won't you spare just a little over six minutes of your time?



dropped by Fel's blog just now, and this video made me realize how shallow i've been lately.
how material things seemed to matter so much to me.
i'm so selfish, i'm so full of things that needn't matter.
i needed a wake up call.
well, i got one.
thank God for that, :D

the promise is forever there, its whether or not u'll open up your hearts to believe.
enjoy these sixminutes, (: