Take me deeper, deeper than I've ever been before,

This year.
Has been a good year.
I've had the opportunity of serving in a CF that i've come to love so deeply for the past two years.
Back when I was still new in my faith,
I was afraid of praying out loud,
afraid of saying "Amen" to what I thought and felt deep in my heart was right,
afraid of stepping out and stepping up,
afraid of leading worship,
afraid of leading discussion,
afraid of making new friends and new relationships,
afraid of what others would think of me if I stood up for He whom I believe in,
just so very afraid.

















Jesus Christ, He set me free from all this fear,
giving me opportunities upon opportunities to serve and reach out to others,
to step out of my comfort zone and to give Him my best and my all because He first gave me His.
I was given reassurance to do many great things for Him, I pray not by my standards but by His.
And I realized it's all because of that simple prayer and cry that I called out at fourteen.
I wanted more.
I wanted so much more.
I still do.
And I always will.
Throughout this year, I've discovered my one true Love more than I've ever had.
I've grown and I've felt Him more than ever before.
Through this CF, I've grown so much and I wish to extend my thanks to each and everyone (some of which I might have forgotten. forgive me)















Dear Shu Run, Pam, Jia Ying, Jay Yang, Charis, Amy, Ming Wei, Xi Wei, Ariel, Meng Chern, Li Wen, Chloe, Ben,
thank you so much for everything.
Even if it was just a little nudge of encouragement or even giving me much more than I deserve.
Just. Thank you.
I love all of you guys with all my heart.
You know that.

















And to the new friends that I've made from SJ.
Wow.
Thank you can't even seem to express me right now.
Well. What I'm trying to say is,
I'm definitely gonna miss these bunch of people I've come to meet and know and love.
















You miss them so much. Because you first loved them that much.
I realize this.
And i do love.
I do love so much.
All of you.
And most definitely, You.















I love You, Pa.
Thank You for everything that You've so generously poured unto me.
With love, I give You my all, my life, my everything.
Take me and use me to do more great mighty things for Your namesake; for Your kingdom.
I'm ready,
and I'm willing.

Sincerely, Your daughter whom You love dearly, and whom loves You very. Very much.

I just wanna love You more and more,

No longer I but Christ in me,

Hand down in another twentytwohoursandfourtyfiveminutes.
You gonna be there, not?

Where: SS15's The Hub. (Its the same row as Subway, and is above a store called Revo Store)
When: 9 am till 12 pm! :D
What am i gonna wear? : Casual wear!

I remember saying a prayer when I was fourteen.
I remember asking the Lord to really bless me, and telling Him I was ready to step up and do greater things for Him,
thus I'm thankful for opportunities upon opportunities that He has given to me.
Though some I have not fully used to God's advantage, I'm still thankful for each one of them.
Tomorrow would be a nostalgic one,
I'm pretty sure of that.
And yet, I know.
Everything was worth the while.




















Hey, you know?
My name Anna means 'grace'. And I realized this.

For your name is called grace, and you were saved by Grace.
















Off to Pyramid to shop for my purple pair of strappy sandals with a pretty little flower on it,

Cause' it's Your truth that sets me free,

Soul set free in the freedom we know,

This.is.hard.















And because its so hard,
i'll pray.





















In dire need of a childlike faith and innocence once again.
Help me, Lord.

I'm sorry Lord for the things I made it,

Exalted, He is exalted.

Was feeling a little paranoid.
And completely afraid today.
I told Ryan this, and he said to me:

Why so paranoid?
Have faith lah.
Your name should be faith.
Faith Lee Jia Ann.

Wow.
I realized that it was Jesus telling me this, through Ryan.

Matthew 8:26
He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?". Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.

I want to be full of faith
I want to be faithful.




















Teach me o Lord.
For i'm living for Your glory.

Less of me, more of You.

We gon' light it up, like it's dynamite,

Had truckloads of fun today.
Pictures soon, coming from my beloveds, and of my beloveds.
Heh.




















HAHAHA, i love them both.
SO HAWWWWT!
And don't even get me started on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, the hawttttest guy in the entire world.
Seriously.
Coming up next: 500 Days of Summer,
thanks Ryan, my pet tikus!
xD

And THANKYOU! Papa in Heaven for tonight. (:

I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned,
in awe of the One who gave it all.

Cheerios,
;D

Boy, you're amazing. Just the way you are,

Trust me, i am. (:
Andicantbelieveitshappeninginjustanothertwentyhoursmore.Lordi'msoexciteddddd!

Cheerios,

;D

So what can i say, what can i do? But offer this heart O God, completely to You,

This post is dedicated to Ryan Loke Qi Feng.
Since he's feeling so bored.
Haha, Ryan, you're a good friend.
I feel blessed to have known you, even if its only been about 69 days.
Don't worry, i can tell there'll be many more days to come where we'll still remain good friends.
Yeah, and this is where I run out of words to say.
So. Nite, tikus. (:

IWANNAWATCH! (:

So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

Making melodies in my heart to the King of Kings,

Cheerios,
;D

One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky telling us all to go free,

Cobus' playlist. (:


Cheerios,
;D

You know I know how, to make you stop and stare as I zone out,

Denny once told Izzie, with tears in his eyes, he told her that he's gonna be alright, that
she didn't have to worry about him.
Izzie then asked him, "What about me? What about me when you go into the light?"
Denny weakly called her name.
Izzie continued sobbing as she tells Denny that she doesn't get it.
He'd be okay, he'd be fine, but what about Izzie?
She pleaded with him not to do things for himself, but for her.
She pleaded desperately for the man she loved to go through with the heart transplant. "Please? Please, Denny! Please do this for me! Because if you die--Oh, God! You have to do
this! You have to do this for me, or I'll never be able to forgive you!", Izzie screamed out
of desperation, the tears still flowing.
Denny asked Izzie gently, "For dying?"
Izzie screamed out, "No! For making me love you! Please? Please, do this--"
Denny beckoned for her to come closer.
Izzie, still sobbing hysterically, repeated, "Please do this for me? Okay? Please? Okay? I can't
do this if you don't--Please! Do this for me! Please?!"
Denny finally complied to his loved one's wishes, "Okay. Okay, I'll do it".


Such was his love for her.
I simply loved that conversation of desperation that revolved around love and the anguish that comes with it.
Forgive me, I've just been reading PS I Love You, and am feeling kinda lovey dovey and emotional, all that stuff.
But then again, i'm always like that aren't i? (:


Looking forward for the week ahead of me,
can't wait for the day we'll meet again.
Miss you lot, ;D















Cheerios,
;D