In my heart; in my soul, i give You control, Consume me from the inside out, Lord.

Yesterday, during CF we were in Rachel's house and Wai Yip was reading on the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
At the end of his sharing, he urged those who have yet to receive the Holy Spirit to come forth to the centre to be prayed for.
Just wanna thank the Lord for an amazing friend, Shu Run, who prayed for me.
The feeling I felt was undescribable and I was just overwhelmed and ended up dissolving into tears.
I could feel His presence in that place and the feeling was indeed beautiful.
That night, heard a few praise songs which words just spoke to me and it sparked this fire in my heart- a deep longing.
This morning, while I was in the shower, I just felt like singing a couple of my fave praise songs.
Later, I just stood there and began praying, first for CF Rally and I asked God what He had in store for me.
All of a sudden, I just started crying, but continued to pray and my heart felt so heavy.
I felt different and I realized that the Holy Spirit was speaking through me.
It was just a short moment and the words I could not understand but that did not matter.
I just felt revived, refreshed for the Lord.
Its such and amazing feeling and I'm in awe of His Majesty.
After that, I got a short glimpse of this vision or the words were just somehow spoken to me.

EPHESIANS 15:13

No words, nothing.
Just an image of the words, EPHESIANS 15:13.
I quickly went to my room and grabbed my Bible, realizing that there's no verse 13.
So I flipped to Ephesians 5:13 instead.
Its remarkable how the words just jumped at me and that I could relate to it.

"But all things become visible when they are exposed by the light, for everything that becomes visible is light.
For this reason it says,
“Awake, sleeper,
And arise from the dead,
And Christ will shine on you.”

I truly felt different and I know that the Lord is working in me through ways I don't understand.
Yet, I believe in the Risen One and now I have to just keep burning with passion for Him; with Him.


The art of losing myself,
In bringing You praise.