What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,

Sometimes.
I'm afraid too.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have,

You ride your pony round and round,

I like Dolly! (:
Somehow, reading this magazine at MPH Subang Parade is very therapeutic for me.
You should try it!

Right now, all I want is a mug of steaming hot green tea and Howie Day's 'Ghost' plugged in. (:

You paint yourself a photograph and you laugh at me please,

I'm gonna study during these hols and I'm gonna do well in my Trials.
I'm gonna love the people in this picture with all my heart, and put God first in my life in everything I do.
I'm gonna love my Mummy and Daddy and my two beautiful sisters and I'm gonna persevere.
I'm gonna say that some of the things in this prayer I'm saying right now. Is hard.
But i'm also saying that I believe.
And.
I'm not gonna run away anymore.
Amen.

Dear friend,
you're going through a whole lot right now and I may not know how heavy your heart feels.
But Jesus does!
I love you nonetheless and you're gonna do great things like you have, and always will.
You've been an awesome friend to me and countless others, and I love you so very much.
And.
Jesus loves you!
So never give up, cause I'm not giving up on you, and neither is He!

"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalm 73:25"

Always remember that, okay?
Lub lub you. (:

Take me deeper, deeper than I've ever been before,

This year.
Has been a good year.
I've had the opportunity of serving in a CF that i've come to love so deeply for the past two years.
Back when I was still new in my faith,
I was afraid of praying out loud,
afraid of saying "Amen" to what I thought and felt deep in my heart was right,
afraid of stepping out and stepping up,
afraid of leading worship,
afraid of leading discussion,
afraid of making new friends and new relationships,
afraid of what others would think of me if I stood up for He whom I believe in,
just so very afraid.

















Jesus Christ, He set me free from all this fear,
giving me opportunities upon opportunities to serve and reach out to others,
to step out of my comfort zone and to give Him my best and my all because He first gave me His.
I was given reassurance to do many great things for Him, I pray not by my standards but by His.
And I realized it's all because of that simple prayer and cry that I called out at fourteen.
I wanted more.
I wanted so much more.
I still do.
And I always will.
Throughout this year, I've discovered my one true Love more than I've ever had.
I've grown and I've felt Him more than ever before.
Through this CF, I've grown so much and I wish to extend my thanks to each and everyone (some of which I might have forgotten. forgive me)















Dear Shu Run, Pam, Jia Ying, Jay Yang, Charis, Amy, Ming Wei, Xi Wei, Ariel, Meng Chern, Li Wen, Chloe, Ben,
thank you so much for everything.
Even if it was just a little nudge of encouragement or even giving me much more than I deserve.
Just. Thank you.
I love all of you guys with all my heart.
You know that.

















And to the new friends that I've made from SJ.
Wow.
Thank you can't even seem to express me right now.
Well. What I'm trying to say is,
I'm definitely gonna miss these bunch of people I've come to meet and know and love.
















You miss them so much. Because you first loved them that much.
I realize this.
And i do love.
I do love so much.
All of you.
And most definitely, You.















I love You, Pa.
Thank You for everything that You've so generously poured unto me.
With love, I give You my all, my life, my everything.
Take me and use me to do more great mighty things for Your namesake; for Your kingdom.
I'm ready,
and I'm willing.

Sincerely, Your daughter whom You love dearly, and whom loves You very. Very much.

I just wanna love You more and more,

No longer I but Christ in me,

Hand down in another twentytwohoursandfourtyfiveminutes.
You gonna be there, not?

Where: SS15's The Hub. (Its the same row as Subway, and is above a store called Revo Store)
When: 9 am till 12 pm! :D
What am i gonna wear? : Casual wear!

I remember saying a prayer when I was fourteen.
I remember asking the Lord to really bless me, and telling Him I was ready to step up and do greater things for Him,
thus I'm thankful for opportunities upon opportunities that He has given to me.
Though some I have not fully used to God's advantage, I'm still thankful for each one of them.
Tomorrow would be a nostalgic one,
I'm pretty sure of that.
And yet, I know.
Everything was worth the while.




















Hey, you know?
My name Anna means 'grace'. And I realized this.

For your name is called grace, and you were saved by Grace.
















Off to Pyramid to shop for my purple pair of strappy sandals with a pretty little flower on it,

Cause' it's Your truth that sets me free,

Soul set free in the freedom we know,

This.is.hard.















And because its so hard,
i'll pray.





















In dire need of a childlike faith and innocence once again.
Help me, Lord.

I'm sorry Lord for the things I made it,