(:

Why you giving me the third degree?

2011-05-23T21:26:00.006+08:00

If only I were like George.
:/

Semester two begun today.
I can tell you that the next seven weeks are going to be HECTIC.
I can already feel the hectic-ness.
Trying desperately not to panic though.

These guys bring my stress levels down by a billion percent.
I love Wong Fu!
These three guys seriously make my day.
I could have a bad day and then come home and watch WF and make it an awesome day. (:

Today I don't feel like doing anything. I just wanna lay in my bed,

2011-05-18T12:36:00.005+08:00

I am so free.
Yes. This week, and the week before that too.
I've just wrapped up Semester 1 at my course, and now I'm diving into Semester 2 beginning May 23rd.
Now that's fast.
So during this break all I did was eat. sleep. eat sleep some more.
Someone please tell me HOW to be productive.
:/

Oh oh!
Yesterday marks just about the most productive and tiring day I've had since my break started.
I saw Lee DeWyze!
He pulled his pants up a total of eleven times. Eleven. Someone needs a belt. :P

But more importantly, I met up with my girls.
They brighten up my any day.
Love them all. <3

Now i wonder what's for lunch hmmm.

Beautiful like you,

2011-05-05T22:22:00.007+08:00

Everybody wants to
Look into the mirror
And feel a little better now

And everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around

And I wish that
You could feel it
But you don't choose
To believe it
Cause I know that
You can't see it that way
That way

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you
Like you

Everybody wants to
Tell someone their secrets
Why don't you tell me now

Well, maybe I can fix this
Then I don't want
You to miss this
And the sun is
Raining down
Yeah

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you

Sometimes its hard to be
Yourself in this crazy world
Sometimes is hard to breathe
Yeah

Everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around
Come around

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see can be beautiful
Like you

Can be beautiful
Like you
Can be beautiful
Like you

Oh, Beautiful

Because,
some days it's hard to wake up and feel beautiful
Like You.

But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired,

2011-05-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

I always seem to find myself having a crush on people I can never have and people who will never like me.

Welcome to the fallout,

2011-05-04T14:43:00.005+08:00

Barbara Streisand doo doo doo doo,

2011-05-04T00:16:00.004+08:00

Man.
Being insomniac is torture. #whycantisleep

I watched this WongFuProductions vid and it served up a plateful of pondering for me.
Nice one WF!
Cathy is so pretty and Phil was so adorable.
Now if only they were a real couple.
Hmm.
On another note, lefties are pretty awesome.

We will sing sing sing and make music with the heavens,

2011-05-03T15:57:00.004+08:00

Over the weekend I,

climbed up a pretty awesome hill
met some pretty awesome new friends
had some pretty awesome time screaming my lungs out
had some pretty awesome food
spent time with my pretty awesome hou peng you
heard some pretty awesome music
did some pretty awesome kayaking, Amazing race, flying fox
saw some pretty awesome stuff
did some pretty awesome stuff
had a pretty awesome time with Jesus

Yeah, pretty awesome.

You make me wanna say i do,

2011-04-29T13:54:00.001+08:00

Great is the Lord God Almighty,

2011-03-29T20:31:00.005+08:00

I passed my driving test yesterday at 12.45 PM, all glory be to God.
It took me seventy-seven days to get there, not to mention all the sweat and tears I had to endure.
No blood, but definitely truckloads of sweat and tears.
Anyone who has ever learned to drive would know that driving takes a lot of strength, courage, patience, and dependency on God.
Driving makes one darker on their right side of the body and more often than not sweat like super crazy.
But the experience was worthwhile.
I've been blessed with an awesome driving instructor and have met a couple of people along the way.
Its good, it's real good.
I'm thankful for the opportunity to learn to drive.
Yeah.
Was fun.
So thank You Lord!
For everything.

Jesus Christ take my life, take all of me,

2011-03-24T20:19:00.005+08:00

"Do you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life?
What measure of time is enough to be life altering?
Is it four years like high school?
One year?

An eight week rock tour?
Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day?
We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead.
And when you're young, one hour can change everything."

- Lucas Scott of One Tree Hill,
excerpt taken from season 4, episode 13: Pictures of You.

I Want To Put On My My My My My Boogie Shoes,

2011-03-23T21:57:00.004+08:00

I love So You Think You Can Dance! x)
I can't dance, but I like downloading songs from the show and dancing in front of my mirror no matter how ridiculous I look.
Its fun!
And I love SYTYCD Season 7, currently hooooooked on it!
Kent, Billy, Jose, Robert = WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Where does SYTYCD import such hawttt dancers? :O
And that's exactly how I spend my Tuesday evenings. (:

I got my SPM results today.
I was alone when I took it 'cause I went at about 2+ when everybody else went at 10.
I had college and I didn't wanna skip because I already skipped on Monday for my driving test.
Which I failed. :'(
Anyway, on a lighter note, I got 6A1B3C.
I'm happy. (:
Its not straight A's.
But I've never been a straight A student so this came as somewhat of a surprise.
All glory be to God.
I couldn't have done it without Him. (:

Now.
Onto the sad part.
I failed my slope part of the driving test on Monday.
It feels terrible to fail.
I cried my eyeballs out. :/
Gonna retest on the coming Monday.
I really wanna get my P.
Lord, please let me pass this time.
Thank You Lord. (:

Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground,

2011-03-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

This kid reminds me of Jamie Scott from One Tree Hill.

"Once upon a time there was a Princess who lived in a kingdom far, far away; and in that kingdom there also lived a boy and the Princess loved that boy and, so the two decided to marry."

"Now in this kingdom all was not well..."

"So the princess and the boy were set to be wed and because she was a Princess, a call went out for a beautiful dress."

"Now as the wedding day approached, the Princess worried about the evil King. Because, although he had not always been this way his heart had grown dark and his kingdom had grown to fear and despise him."

"In the days before the wedding the king surprised the Princess and gave his blessing to the marriage. But, the Princess was still torn for even though she had found her true love it meant she would have to faithful handmaiden behind forever."

"On the eve of the Princess's wedding a lavish feast was arranged. Friends and royalty were summoned from lands far away to join the happy couple for a night of laughter and magic."

"As the night wore on, a calm fell upon the land and all was right in the land, if only for a moment."

"But the people had their struggles as all people do and they had grown to fear and despise the King, whose heart had grown dark."

"But in the end the love between the Princess and the boy was undeniable and true. And, over time that love would see them through anything. Magical things happened to them, things they couldn’t explain, much like love itself. And, like most fairy tales the Princess and the boy lived happily ever after... at least I hope they do."

- Jake Jagielski
excerpt taken from One Tree Hill Season 3, episode 21 : Over The Hills And Far Away.

Blackbird fly,

2011-03-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

Hi!

Off to watch American Idol now!
Bye! (:

I saw you talking on the phone, I know that you are not alone,

2011-03-07T20:26:00.006+08:00

Hi!

I miss my friends.

I haven't seen them in approximately 7084800 seconds.
No kidding. :/
That's: 1968 hours/ 11.7 weeks/ almost 3 months/ 82 days/ forever.

I can't stand it anymore.
Seeing pictures of them in Facebook makes me feel kinda left out, I'm not lying.
They seem so happy.

Being busy with college is no fun at all.
So, to anyone reading this who has yet to step foot in college, please please count your blessings.
It's not easy here in college.
But i think the hardest part is missing everyone whom I hold so dear to my heart.

It hurts.
Seriously does.
:'(
But all that aside, I have a good feeling I'll be seeing familiar faces sooner than I think.
Okay, enough ranting for now.

Bye! (:

Baby baby baby when all your love is gone who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world,

2011-03-04T09:18:00.005+08:00

Hi!

I am Number Four was a good movie.
John, Sam and Henri made it a great movie.

Casey

Paul

Either one must win. Or else. (:

Bye!

Today is the day You have made and I will rejoice and be glad in it,

2011-02-21T18:38:00.005+08:00

18 years ago, I was born.
But even way before that, God had me in His plan.
Today, I can't help but feel glad.
Happy, real happy.
Yup that's the word.
I feel happy.
Happy and blessed.
Blessed, that's another feeling I felt today.
Everyday I feel it, in fact.
So thank You Jesus because Your Love is all I need. (:

If only I can get through this,

2011-02-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Currently: I have ten thousand and three things on my plate.
And though I'm exhausted, I have ten thousand and four things to feel thankful for.
Plus, Psalm 23 made my night!
Thank You Lord!

Tomorrow, I'll drive for the 3rd time in my life.
I'm gonna need ten thousand and five prayers for this. ;)
Please & Thank you's! (:

See ya!

It's just a little crush not like everything I do depends on you,

2011-02-11T12:58:00.008+08:00

Hi!

I know this sounds really gedik so if you absolutely bei tahan gedik posts, then feel free to click on the red-coloured X at the top right hand corner of this page. x)
Today I saw a really hawttt guy whilst walking along the shoplots in SS15, after college.
Whilst he walked past me, I was thinking to myself,

This guy's pretty hawttt.
We looked at each other and I looked away. Shy mah! xD
He looks kinda familiar.
Wait. I think he's a friend's friend.
I think I know his name.
Too late, hawtttie's walking away already.
Hawttt Guy walked past me and his hand accidentally hit mine 'cause the pathway was rather narrow.
Heart beats faster.
He said sorry and then walked away.
I smiled to myself.
Man. He sure is hawttt.

The End.
(told you it was gedik!)

See ya!

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same,

2011-02-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hi!

When I read Pam's tumblr a little while back, I stumbled across a girl named Kelsey.
Her tumblr inspires me. x)

God bless! (:

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones,

2011-01-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Chinese New Year isn't till Thursday; the third of February, but I've already inhaled 10 pineapple tarts; today alone.
This is not even counting yesterday and the day before yesterday, whereby I wolfed down countless more. :'(
That's the thing with me: I can't stop at certain numbers when eating food.
For example: I can only eat 3, 5, 7, 8, or 10 pieces of (insert food here).
What's wrong with me? :O
That's what I call epic fail.
Anyways, on a lighter note:
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

God bless! (:

P.S.: I'm starting to get addicted to Merlin. x)

When a heart breaks no it don't break even,

2011-01-29T14:46:00.003+08:00

Hi!

American Idol fever has hit Malaysia yet again with an all-new season.
I've always loved American Idol and eversince Season 5, I've never missed a season.
Personally, Steven Tyler is starting to grow on me.
He's one talented fella, that's for sure!
He's crazy, funny and random, and recently, he's been super sweet too!
When he hugged and told Chris Medina's fiance that Chris sings good 'cause he sings it for her, I could've melted!

Wow.
All the best, Chris Medina!
You're a really nice guy for everything you've done for Juliana.
God bless the both of you and hopefully one day in the near future, Juliana will be just the way you've remembered her before the accident in October 2nd, 2009.

P.S.: Thanks Chiara for commenting on the previous post! It really means a lot to me as I'm a really big fan of you and your blog. Take care! (:

God bless! (:

Even if my world falls I will say above all I live for Your glory,

2011-01-14T16:34:00.006+08:00

Hi!

This week, I started college at INTI.
I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication.
One word to summarize this week would be: tiring.
It hasn't properly sunk in yet but yes, I'm a college student now. (:
Wow.

During the final weeks of CF last year when it was closing in towards SPM, our beloved overseer, Darren shared his college experience.
He said that it would be different.
And yes, I've realized now that it is going to be very different from how I've always known school to be.
I know its only the first week and all that, but I also know that God placed me in this college, in this classroom with these bunch of people for a very great reason.

I don't want to fall out of love with Christ, but instead fall head over heels in love with Him all over again.
I don't want to let college and its experience change who I am and who I want to be for God.

Yesterday, a verse that I read in the Bible really struck me:

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Rejoice always,
pray without ceasing,
in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

I pray that that verse struck a chord somewhere within you as well.

See ya, and God bless! (:

Let Your glory fill this place O God,

2011-01-02T21:09:00.004+08:00

Hi!
At this very moment, I opened a friend's blog through a new tab.
And 'Take Me' by Planetshakers is playing in the background while I type this.
Sweet serendipity, because at this very moment I have everything I need and want in this life.
Couldn't ask for more, (:
Thank You Jesus!
Sweet serendipity indeed.

2011 New Year's Resolution:
Take me away with You
I wanna be close to You
Take me away into a secret place

See ya! (:

Seventeen came way too soon now I'm staring at this empty room and say I'll be forever Yours,

2010-12-31T17:08:00.005+08:00

One thing two-oh-one-oh taught me was to smile with my teeth.
I've never smiled with me teeth before (in pictures, that is) prior to REVAMP camp in June.
True story.

See ya! (:
(This time, I'm saying a big huge 'see ya!' to the end of high school life, dirty canteen and late recesses, school uniforms, school beginning in the first week of January, the end of 2010, the end of a decade, the end of bad habits and sadness and anger)

Yes truly,
this is just the beginning of something really really awesome that is yet to come!
God bless the person reading this! (:
And here's to bringing in 2011 with truckloads of smiles and laugher, (:

Till then,
see ya! (:

With you right here I'm a rocketeer let's fly,

2010-12-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Shu Run,
have a blast in NZ!
I lub you my kawannn! (:
When you meet (hawttt) ang moh's there, must share-share ah! xD

Lubbbs you! <3

Dear Ariel,
have a blast in NZ!
I'll miss your laughter and our 'inside' jokes lah, eh-fake!
Lubbbs you! (:

Go be a blessing to them Kiwi's, you two!

Lubbbing you forever,
Anna (:

Whoa oh I want some more, whoa oh what are you waiting for?

2010-12-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hi!

First up, blessed birthday David Archuleta! (:
Feeling really bored nowadays so I'm YouTubing and FaceBooking everytime I come online.
I wish I didn't have to, it's quite a waste of time actually.

Oh.
2011 is 3 days away.
Fast, no?
Can't believe this year passed by in a blink of an eye.

Seems as if the older I grow, the faster time flies!
So by the time I'm 67, i'll only be 67 for like 3 hours and 22 minutes before its the new year already!
Sigh. :/

This year brought me a ton of crazily awesome memories.
Met friends that I'm sure will last me my lifetime and yes, I'm indeed blessed. (:
Seems like with every passing year, I'm enjoying living this blessed life just that extra bit more.
Jesus is really blessing me truckloads, thanks Pa!

I haven't yet written my New Year's Resolution, which I should really be writing soon! xD
Oh ya, right now I'm currently hooked on beauty/makeup/haircare/fashion YouTubers.
Namely:

bubzbeauty
michellephan
kandeejohnson

Other than that, I YouTube Asian hawtttstuffs like:

kevjumba
wongfuproductions
nigahiga

Yup, that's exactly how I waste my time everyday now other than TV/eat/sleep.
:'(

And.
I think I'll be starting college in January.
Guess what course I'll be taking!
I love it when people ask what course I'll be taking because their expression when I tell them is priceless.
I guess people expect me to take courses like SAM/Business/Accounting and all the ordinary ones.

But yes!
I'm extraordinary!
Chey. :P

I'm taking Foundation in Communication (most probably!)
Okay okay. I know FICM is not exactly extraordinary since loads of people take it.
I've loved writing eversince I was 11 and I knew that I wanted to take Journalism eversince.
I don't know if I'm gifted in writing but since I'm bad at every other subject, it seems as if I'm really good in writing.
Sad huh.
But I like it that way anyway. (:

Either way, I know God has a plan for me and I'll most probably be taking up this course.
I love that I know what I'll be doing but other than that, I'm still afraid.

Well, I think I've just wasted loads of time here rambling.
Off to waste some more now on YouTube.
Hahaha.

See ya! (:

Whoa oh, I never meant to brag,

2010-12-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

Hi!
I'm not exactly a huge fan of Paramore, but about Josh and Zac leaving the band, I support them! (:
Ooh, and I found this.
Taken from http://joshnfarro.blogspot.com/.
This was what Josh and Zac said.
Enjoy!

Hey guys,

Let me start by apologizing to you for the way everything went down on Saturday. I had a statement typed ready to post to you guys but Hayley released one without my permission. We were not going to issue a statement until we worked out our exit agreement with Hayley. I wish it didn’t have to happen that way, Zac and I wanted to be the ones you heard it from. I want to be honest with you guys about how this band formulated from day one. I did not think Hayley’s version told the whole story, at least from our perspective and hopefully this will explain a bit about why we are leaving.

Zac and I had a garage band in high school with the intentions of just making music for the love of it. We met Taylor and our friend Jason Clark at our school and found out that we shared the same musical tastes. So, we asked them to join our band. It was some of the greatest times of our lives playing music in Taylor’s basement with them. We obviously needed a lead singer and one day Zac met Hayley. We asked her to come try out and eventually to join the band.

Months down the road things changed and this band became all about Hayley. She had a manager at the time that controlled her every move along with her parents. They didn’t like the idea of Hayley being in a rock band so they forced her to leave wanting her to pursue a solo career.

Hayley went off to write and record her solo demos while the four of us continued on without her. A couple of months later Hayley came and asked us if she could use the song “Conspiracy” that we had all previously written together. We agreed that that would be fine. I got a call a while after that from Hayley telling me that her manager said that Zac and I were invited to be back in the band (the band we started), but not Taylor and Jason because they weren’t good enough in his eyes. Hayley brought in Jeremy and our first rhythm guitarist Jason Bynum as the other two members.

We travelled to LA a few weeks later for a showcase and it was a nightmare. Hayley’s manager would tell the band to be in the lobby of the hotel at a certain time, but he and Hayley wouldn’t show for hours. We found out that they had been meeting with record label executives all morning without us, which is totally weird given that this wasn’t simply a solo artist, but we were a band. The band was in the dark the whole time. After many meetings between Hayley, her manager and the labels they decided to sign her to Atlantic records. We didn’t understand why Hayley was the only one signing the contract since we were told this was a “band”, but we were too young to grasp all of this. So far, Zac and I haven’t signed with another label, although I guess our part of Paramore sure could. Next thing we knew we were having a signing party for Hayley.

Our next move was to rerecord her solo demos with our own music rather than studio musicians to make it sound more genuine. Meanwhile, we tossed around band names. I wrote out a list of names, including “Paramore”, a name my old band with Taylor and Jason Clark had thought about using. Obviously, we settled on that name. The label received the rerecorded demos and once again tried to fire the entire band, saying we were terrible. Thankfully Hayley and I had been writing some new songs together (Hallelujah, Here We Go Again) that the label was pleased with so that acted as leverage for the band to stay. The label and management then decided to build our band up the grass-roots route. They put Hayley on Fueled by Ramen not making it known she was signed to Atlantic as well. All the while we still questioned whether or not we were an actual band, but Hayley continued to insist we were, despite our being ignored and pushed around by the label.

They then sent us all to Orlando to rehearse and write eight hours a day for our first record. Half -way though this process, Jeremy decided to quit. We were all really upset about it. So we finished the record, replaced Jeremy, and hit the road with Hayley’s father as our tour manager/driver of a twelve-passenger van. Her dad would constantly threaten to “pull the plug” on the whole band if we complained about anything, suggesting that we were hired guns and Hayley was the real artist, when in reality we were also part of the band. We’ve always been treated as less important than Hayley. It’s been obvious how her family views things.

Jeremy ended up rejoining and we toured non-stop for two and half years building our fan base, pretending to be a band that started naturally. In reality, what started as natural somehow morphed into a manufactured product of a major label, riding on the coattails of “Hayley’s dream.”

Before recording our next record, we kicked out Jeremy for his lack of work ethic and participation in things that Zac, Hayley and I didn’t agree with. At this point it was just the three of us to record Riot. Once the record was done, we needed a bassist and another guitarist. Eventually Zac and I convinced Hayley to let Taylor rejoin and she convinced us to let Jeremy back in, promising he had changed his ways.

Once again we hit the road and toured on our biggest record as a band. As you all know Hayley and I dated and broke up during this album cycle. Things then started going downhill for our band. Hayley and Jeremy’s views started changing from what we all once believed in. The band almost split after cancelling a tour in Europe, but we managed to keep it together somehow. This is when Zac and I started to consider quitting the band.

Once we finished touring on Riot, we came home for a break and started writing for Brand New Eyes. Hayley presented lyrics to us that were really negative and we didn’t agree with. For example, “the truth never set me free”, which contradicts what the Bible says in John 8:32 (“and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall sat you free”). We fought her about how her lyrics misrepresented our band and what we stood for, but in the end she got her way. Instead of fighting her any longer, we decided to just roll over and let it go.

Hayley claimed that this record reunited us as band and made us grow closer together, when in reality we were all growing further apart. Suddenly the band had spilt into two sides. Touring became more difficult since we couldn’t agree on anything. The friendships our band once had were no longer existent. Amos 3:3 says, “Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction”. In addition to the band turmoil, touring had really taken its toll on us both. We left home at such a young age and missed taking part in normal teenage years. When you own part of a band and are constantly playing, you make sacrifices. Touring has taken its toll on our family members as well. I specifically remember many moments where our parents would break down in tears when we had to leave. It broke my heart. Seeing our siblings grow up so much during our absences was never easy either.

After a lot a prayer and counsel Zac and I came to the decision that it was time to leave the band. We truly feel that God is leading us elsewhere and is going to do great things with us. The intention of this statement was not to belittle or disgrace the rest of the band, it was simply to clarify our decision for leaving and our desire to finally tell you guys the truth. We are still hoping to work out a friendly way to leave our part of Paramore intact with the remaining band members, including Hayley.

We want to thank you guys for all of your love and support over the past 7 years. It’s been an honor creating and playing music for you. If music is what God calls us to in the future, we hope that you all will be a part of it.

All of the glory be to God,

Josh and Zac

Wowzers right?

See ya! (:

Gotta live like we're dying,

2010-12-16T12:03:00.004+08:00

Hi!
I'm off to the airport in a bit.
So fun! xD
Will be going to HK for 5 days.
Meanwhile, please read my story that I've posted up on Wattpad.com
It's called 'Move On'.
I'm up till chapter four now. (:

http://www.wattpad.com/user/AnnaTyler

See ya! (:

I'm here to tell you there is a rainbow,

2010-12-14T10:27:00.004+08:00

Hi!

Honestly, I'm a blessed individual.
We may not have everything together, but together, we have it all. (:

So yeah!
Yesterday, I got myself a haircut.
It cost me all but 5 bucks! (:

Downside: It took me 2.5 hours! :O
Upside: The guy was super cute, and his hairrrr! xD

The fella who gave me my haircut was pretty slowwww.
He had to get his sifu to help every 3 minutes or so.
And did he have to wash my hair for 30 minutes and blowdry it for another 30?!!!

Wow.

But i'm okay with my new hair and he is afterall kinda cute so i'll forgive him.
Nyeknyeknyek.

Oh!
And i've just posted up my story on Wattpad.com
It's called 'Move On'.
Feel free to read it if you have nothing to do, i'll appreciate it! (:

http://www.wattpad.com/819764-move-on

See ya! (:

You'll keep me rocking till 6 a.m,

2010-12-11T17:10:00.001+08:00

Look who I found on YouTube; a hawtt drummer boy!
Enjoy! (:

I ain't got no car and I've got one pair of jeans,

2010-12-09T14:28:00.009+08:00

Liberation came in the form, of me being the only one on the entire floor this morning at 10.30 am sharp.
Everyone else seemed to be liberated from their misery yesterday afternoon after Bio 3, but I still had English Lit the following day (which is today!)
So after Bio 3 yesterday, I went home and still had my very last Lit tuition.
I've been so blessed with having two private tutors this years, Ms. Monny and Teacher Karen.
Both wonderfully patient teachers, both entirely God-sent.

So Lit was actually quite fun to write today.
Didn't even really feel like an exam except the fact that there was a slight time constraint.
Yet I still managed to pull through, thank You Jesus! xD
It felt like I was writing stories, like old times.

Really really fun and the fact that I was the only one in the class sitting for the exam was really fun.
So quiet though. :/
And the final essay I had to write was actually about love.
I mean how cool is that!
Was fun, was fun.

Definitely do not regret taking English Lit for SPM.
So yeah, as of now I'm unofficially free! Yayyy!
Now i need to pack my stuff for Hong Kong.
I can't believe I'll be meeting Donald in one weeeek! ;)

Oh and it was Jia Lynn's birthday two weeks ago!
We has dinner at Tarbush in Empire! xD
Isn't the name just so cute?
Tarbushhhhhh!

It was a turkish restaurant and the Turkish food was actually pretty nice!

See ya! (:

This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,

2010-11-25T22:31:00.009+08:00

Hi!

I know I said I wouldn't be back till Dec 15th and really, I'm not even supposed to be touching this keyboard right now.
But let's just say today was one really, really tiring day and yeah the computer called my name.
So here I am!

Praise Jesus I got 29/40 for my Sejarah Paper 1. xD
Mind you, I never ever get this high for my usual Sejarah exams so naturally, I'd be quite ecstatic.

Oh yeah!
And another thing.
Mummy might be taking all 3 of us to Hong Kong.
I'd be going to the happiest place on earth and giving Mickey a hug and finally meeting Donald in person!
That's why I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to make my passport. xD

Oh well.
Oh yeah!
I find the picture below really inspiring.
I even printed the words onto a bookmark to remind myself constantly how much Jesus loves me.
And yes, He loves you too!

See ya! (:

You're making my dreams come true,

2010-11-16T07:44:00.003+08:00

Hi!
I woke up feeling great today.
I wanna be thankful that I'm still living, breathing and walking in His light. (:

So this morning should be a buzy one.
I'll have to get my forecast paper, return the 'Kerusi' book and pay the PIBG funds.
And study. :/

Which tells me it's about time for a big bowl of breakfast. xD
Oh ya!
And this shall be my last post before SPM because I'm not coming on till my last paper's over and done with. Hee!
For those who actually still read this page, thanks for reading and come back after Dec 15th! (:

See ya! (:

I whip my hair back and forth,

2010-11-13T21:55:00.003+08:00

I.need.to.focus.

Back to the books I go! (:

And by the words of Bruno,
it's really better if you don't understand.

See ya! (:

I'd jump in front of a train for ya,

2010-11-12T09:31:00.006+08:00

Hi!
I've just graduated last Tuesday! :O

SPM is in another 11 days so I shall go touch my Sejarah book now! (:

Oh oh!
And i tell myself these words from Stereophonics all the time: Keep calm and carry on. (:

So see ya!

Like slow-spinning redemption,

2010-10-23T16:32:00.003+08:00

What is it that I really, really want?
Why is it so hard?
I need to sort myself out.
I need You lah. please?

Even if my world falls I will say, above all I live for Your glory,

2010-10-10T18:47:00.006+08:00

I know things can get hard sometimes, but that's when you stop depending on yourself, but on Him.
When you give Him a chance to work in you and through you, you'll give Him a chance to show up and show off in your life.
Who's this 'Him' I'm talking about?
Well, it's simple.
His name is Jesus. (:

Have an awesome day today, kay! (:

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been tryin'a be lately,

2010-10-08T15:55:00.007+08:00

Okay.

So i really like blowing bubbles.
There's something really fascinating about the colourful colours formed on a single clear bubble.
Lomography amazes me. I can't stand how beautiful it is!

I love little kids. I smile at them. (:
I have an addiction to eggtarts. Oh, and icecream too! :O
I likey bright colours. They make my day. (:

I can spend hours in a bookstore like MPH (particularly the one in Subang Parade) reading magazines from Australia : like Dolly and Girlfriend. Heeee.
Jasmine tea tastes really good. Especially the one by a company called 'TenRen'. :O

I like uncovering new bands and musicians on YouTube. Loads of talent there.
I super laik One Tree Hill and Home and Away.
I can never get enough of them. xD

The perfect guy (as of now) would be funny, sweet, crazy and a laughaholic. He'd be lefthanded, plays the guitar, drums and piano. He'd have dimples and loves little kids. But above all, he'd love Jesus as much as I do.

Now why don't I think this guy exists?

Oh and, I write. (:
There I've just wasted fortyfive seconds of your life. Heh.

Eggtart anyone? (:

This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going,

2010-10-07T17:29:00.011+08:00

*droolworthy,

Hey you!
Wanna know someone really awesome pawsome?
His name is,

Jesus (:

The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday
He looks up and says "I can see God's face"

Like an ipod stuck on replay,

2010-09-11T22:28:00.004+08:00

Indefinite hiatus for an indefinite period of time.
This.
And Twitter and Facebook too.
(:

We're smiling but we're close to tears,

2010-09-10T20:27:00.003+08:00

Living for You ain't easy,
no one said it was gonna be.
but that's exactly what I'm gonna do.
The rest of everything else can find itself into my life later on.
But right now. and forever more,
It's just You.

Sejarah, i'll be having a date with you tonight. :(

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,

2010-09-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

Sometimes.
I'm afraid too.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have,

2010-09-05T12:04:00.001+08:00

You ride your pony round and round,

2010-09-04T20:21:00.007+08:00

I like Dolly! (:
Somehow, reading this magazine at MPH Subang Parade is very therapeutic for me.
You should try it!

Right now, all I want is a mug of steaming hot green tea and Howie Day's 'Ghost' plugged in. (:

You paint yourself a photograph and you laugh at me please,

2010-09-03T16:30:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna study during these hols and I'm gonna do well in my Trials.
I'm gonna love the people in this picture with all my heart, and put God first in my life in everything I do.
I'm gonna love my Mummy and Daddy and my two beautiful sisters and I'm gonna persevere.
I'm gonna say that some of the things in this prayer I'm saying right now. Is hard.
But i'm also saying that I believe.
And.
I'm not gonna run away anymore.
Amen.

Dear friend,
you're going through a whole lot right now and I may not know how heavy your heart feels.
But Jesus does!
I love you nonetheless and you're gonna do great things like you have, and always will.
You've been an awesome friend to me and countless others, and I love you so very much.
And.
Jesus loves you!
So never give up, cause I'm not giving up on you, and neither is He!

"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalm 73:25"

Always remember that, okay?
Lub lub you. (:

Take me deeper, deeper than I've ever been before,

2010-08-28T21:01:00.010+08:00

This year.
Has been a good year.
I've had the opportunity of serving in a CF that i've come to love so deeply for the past two years.
Back when I was still new in my faith,
I was afraid of praying out loud,
afraid of saying "Amen" to what I thought and felt deep in my heart was right,
afraid of stepping out and stepping up,
afraid of leading worship,
afraid of leading discussion,
afraid of making new friends and new relationships,
afraid of what others would think of me if I stood up for He whom I believe in,
just so very afraid.

Jesus Christ, He set me free from all this fear,
giving me opportunities upon opportunities to serve and reach out to others,
to step out of my comfort zone and to give Him my best and my all because He first gave me His.
I was given reassurance to do many great things for Him, I pray not by my standards but by His.
And I realized it's all because of that simple prayer and cry that I called out at fourteen.
I wanted more.
I wanted so much more.
I still do.
And I always will.
Throughout this year, I've discovered my one true Love more than I've ever had.
I've grown and I've felt Him more than ever before.
Through this CF, I've grown so much and I wish to extend my thanks to each and everyone (some of which I might have forgotten. forgive me)

Dear Shu Run, Pam, Jia Ying, Jay Yang, Charis, Amy, Ming Wei, Xi Wei, Ariel, Meng Chern, Li Wen, Chloe, Ben,
thank you so much for everything.
Even if it was just a little nudge of encouragement or even giving me much more than I deserve.
Just. Thank you.
I love all of you guys with all my heart.
You know that.

And to the new friends that I've made from SJ.
Wow.
Thank you can't even seem to express me right now.
Well. What I'm trying to say is,
I'm definitely gonna miss these bunch of people I've come to meet and know and love.

You miss them so much. Because you first loved them that much.
I realize this.
And i do love.
I do love so much.
All of you.
And most definitely, You.

I love You, Pa.
Thank You for everything that You've so generously poured unto me.
With love, I give You my all, my life, my everything.
Take me and use me to do more great mighty things for Your namesake; for Your kingdom.
I'm ready,
and I'm willing.

Sincerely, Your daughter whom You love dearly, and whom loves You very. Very much.

I just wanna love You more and more,

No longer I but Christ in me,

2010-08-27T10:15:00.008+08:00

Hand down in another twentytwohoursandfourtyfiveminutes.
You gonna be there, not?

Where: SS15's The Hub. (Its the same row as Subway, and is above a store called Revo Store)
When: 9 am till 12 pm! :D
What am i gonna wear? : Casual wear!

I remember saying a prayer when I was fourteen.
I remember asking the Lord to really bless me, and telling Him I was ready to step up and do greater things for Him,
thus I'm thankful for opportunities upon opportunities that He has given to me.
Though some I have not fully used to God's advantage, I'm still thankful for each one of them.
Tomorrow would be a nostalgic one,
I'm pretty sure of that.
And yet, I know.
Everything was worth the while.

Hey, you know?
My name Anna means 'grace'. And I realized this.

For your name is called grace, and you were saved by Grace.

Off to Pyramid to shop for my purple pair of strappy sandals with a pretty little flower on it,

Cause' it's Your truth that sets me free,

Soul set free in the freedom we know,

2010-08-21T18:00:00.005+08:00

This.is.hard.

And because its so hard,
i'll pray.

In dire need of a childlike faith and innocence once again.
Help me, Lord.

I'm sorry Lord for the things I made it,

Exalted, He is exalted.

2010-08-13T22:31:00.005+08:00

Was feeling a little paranoid.
And completely afraid today.
I told Ryan this, and he said to me:

Why so paranoid?
Have faith lah.
Your name should be faith.
Faith Lee Jia Ann.

Wow.
I realized that it was Jesus telling me this, through Ryan.

Matthew 8:26
He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?". Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.

I want to be full of faith
I want to be faithful.

Teach me o Lord.
For i'm living for Your glory.

Less of me, more of You.

We gon' light it up, like it's dynamite,

2010-08-08T20:51:00.004+08:00

Had truckloads of fun today.
Pictures soon, coming from my beloveds, and of my beloveds.
Heh.

HAHAHA, i love them both.
SO HAWWWWT!
And don't even get me started on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, the hawttttest guy in the entire world.
Seriously.
Coming up next: 500 Days of Summer,
thanks Ryan, my pet tikus!
xD

And THANKYOU! Papa in Heaven for tonight. (:

I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned,
in awe of the One who gave it all.

Cheerios,
;D

Boy, you're amazing. Just the way you are,

2010-08-07T20:44:00.005+08:00

Trust me, i am. (:
Andicantbelieveitshappeninginjustanothertwentyhoursmore.Lordi'msoexciteddddd!

Cheerios,

So what can i say, what can i do? But offer this heart O God, completely to You,

2010-08-05T21:13:00.006+08:00

This post is dedicated to Ryan Loke Qi Feng.
Since he's feeling so bored.
Haha, Ryan, you're a good friend.
I feel blessed to have known you, even if its only been about 69 days.
Don't worry, i can tell there'll be many more days to come where we'll still remain good friends.
Yeah, and this is where I run out of words to say.
So. Nite, tikus. (:

IWANNAWATCH! (:

So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

Making melodies in my heart to the King of Kings,

2010-08-03T22:01:00.001+08:00

Cheerios,
;D

One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky telling us all to go free,

2010-08-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

Cobus' playlist. (:

Cheerios,
;D

You know I know how, to make you stop and stare as I zone out,

2010-08-01T22:37:00.004+08:00

Denny once told Izzie, with tears in his eyes, he told her that he's gonna be alright, that
she didn't have to worry about him.
Izzie then asked him, "What about me? What about me when you go into the light?"
Denny weakly called her name.
Izzie continued sobbing as she tells Denny that she doesn't get it.
He'd be okay, he'd be fine, but what about Izzie?
She pleaded with him not to do things for himself, but for her.
She pleaded desperately for the man she loved to go through with the heart transplant. "Please? Please, Denny! Please do this for me! Because if you die--Oh, God! You have to do
this! You have to do this for me, or I'll never be able to forgive you!", Izzie screamed out
of desperation, the tears still flowing.
Denny asked Izzie gently, "For dying?"
Izzie screamed out, "No! For making me love you! Please? Please, do this--"
Denny beckoned for her to come closer.
Izzie, still sobbing hysterically, repeated, "Please do this for me? Okay? Please? Okay? I can't
do this if you don't--Please! Do this for me! Please?!"
Denny finally complied to his loved one's wishes, "Okay. Okay, I'll do it".

Such was his love for her.
I simply loved that conversation of desperation that revolved around love and the anguish that comes with it.
Forgive me, I've just been reading PS I Love You, and am feeling kinda lovey dovey and emotional, all that stuff.
But then again, i'm always like that aren't i? (:

Looking forward for the week ahead of me,
can't wait for the day we'll meet again.
Miss you lot, ;D

Cheerios,
;D

All for love,

2010-07-31T11:08:00.005+08:00

Hey you,
smile a little because...

Cheerios,
;D

Yoooooooooou, Soulja Boy Tell 'Em,

2010-07-29T14:56:00.006+08:00

I'm thankful, thankful for: YOU(s)!,
and definitely, most definitely, You. (:

OHYEAHMAN, have you heard? :O

CF SMKUSJ4 Productions brings you,

August 20th,
Believe.

COMING SOON to a CF near you (CF SMKUSJ4 lah, where else! ;)

K, so yeah i have Moral, Mod Maths, Chem, and Literature to finish up, anddddd. here i go now.

Cheerios,
;D

I was lost and You saved me, I was blind and You made me see;

2010-07-22T18:50:00.007+08:00

Q: Are you free tonight?
A: Nope, i'm expensive

HAHAHA. Okok, i know that's lame.
But its funny. Heh. (:

Oh oh!
Go watch Inception!
It was goood, the best movie i've ever ever watched.
HAHA, i guess i love it so much cause of the many seriously, interestingly great looking men they've casted,
but trust me, the movie makes you feel smart.
Or confused. Hmm.
So yeah,
WATCH it! (:

Cheerios,
;D

I was broken and You healed me,
And now I'm free

I love You Jesus, deep down in my heart!

2010-07-17T13:22:00.004+08:00

Lord, You are good and Your mercy endureths forever.

Was NOT chosen for NS.
PTWL PTWL PTWL! *Praise the Wonderful Lord. (:
He never ceases to amaze me and His love goes beyond what I could imagine.
Wowzers.

Yday's Recess Revo was awesome.
Had much fun cleaning the labs with Ariel, Pam, Ben and Ming Wei and the noisy lot of them all. (:
And later, had lunch with them minus Ariel and Ben, plus Bryan and Darren. Heh. xD
So yeah; was fun, was fun. (:

And today's gonna be awesome too. (:

Thank YOU Lord!
I love You, Pa. (:

Sometimes.
You just gotta learn to walk away. (:

Cheerios,
;D

I search for truth and all I find is You,

2010-07-09T22:08:00.011+08:00

Hmm, haven't been blogging, have I?
(:

First things first,
I'm NOT supposed to be writing this right now.
I'm supposed to be upstairs in my room doing Circles and some other Maths h/w but yeah, I obviously couldn't resist the urge to blog.
(:

A lot of things have been happening.
Yesh, I know.
Not just in my life but in everyone else's life as well.
Well, one thing I know is my life will never be the same again.
Was revamped, now am ignited.
Still don't know what I'm talking about?

I'm talking about IGNITE lah!

IGNITE happened a week ago, still felt like it was just yesterday.
Met up with my fellow SJ-ians again and I feel like holding on to each one of them and not letting go because I love them THAT much.
But you know who loves them even more?
Yeah, I know you do.
JESUS loves them and YOU and me that much!

So did you go for Rally?
Here's what happened. *for me at least.

Session One.
I got slained for the first time in my five years as a Christian.
*I got saved at twelve, (:

So yeah, I had no idea what to expect then, but let me retell from what I experienced.

I was standing in line, waiting to be prayed for by Pr. Kenneth Chin.
The girl beside me was being prayed for, so in my own words I prayed for myself.

HOLY SPIRIT, FILL ME,
I urged and prayed repeatedly.

Then, Pr. Kenneth laid his hand upon my head and just prayed for me.
I was crying at that time and I just felt myself fall back and I didn't hold back.
Someone caught me and laid me down on my back.
As I laid there, all voices were still audible.
I was praying for the Holy Spirit to just fill me.
I could move and yet I couldn't.
I could feel myself cry and it was surreal.
I could feel like I was half-conscious.
I could feel, His love.

And for the last Rally that I'm able to volunteer in,
I was blessed with the job of an usher.

Rally was indeed awesome.
But Jesus, You are the awesomest, above all the awesomest awesomes. (:

Spent a whole load of time screaming MUSHROOM SOUP, CHICKEN SOUP, GARLIC BREAD! over break time too.

We managed to double what we put in *if I'm not mistaken.
All we made, will be placed in the CF Fund.
(:

Night concert.
We jumped and screamed like we were five again.
Was fun.
We took a whole load of pictures and of course, videos too.
xD
All on Facebook.
Help yourself to a couple of minutes of hysterical laughing. (:

All in all, it was just an awesome day ,definitely well spent.
So well spent that I left my Bible, pencil case and notebook at Lakeside.
Thank God, Ivan has it.

So much nostalgicness in that ONE day.
It has definitely changed my life, much as last year's PUSH and last month's REVAMP has.
Am feeling glad.
Am feeling happy,

So here's to looking forward to the next Rally!
(:

Cheerios,

Oh, and I got an injection today.
One word: Owwwwwwwww.

The greatest love that anyone could ever know,

2010-06-25T18:46:00.006+08:00

Just one thing.

Don't feed my sister veggie. (:

Cheerios,
;D

It is written, Christ is risen. Jesus You are Lord of all;

2010-06-20T14:12:00.005+08:00

Camp was awesome.
The best 3 days 2 nights of my life I've had in a while.

The best part was I went there, without expecting anything and came back with an experience beyond what I could've imagined.
I was even surprised myself that I could go (my mom would yada yada lecture me and ect.) but thank God that I went.

It was something I believe we all needed, to be revamped and renewed and just restored so we could go back to our schools and not only make a change but be the change.

Wowzers, those are big words and they'll only remain as that: words, if we don't take a stand for our Lord and Saviour.
I'm on a mission.
I don't know how, where or even what but come Monday, I'm on a mission.

Because i'm on God's mission.

You are stronger,
You are stronger,
Sin is broken,
You have saved me.

Jesus, you are the savior of my soul, hey hey hey hey hey hey!

2010-06-18T16:17:00.009+08:00

REVAMPed.
Had camp Revamp at FBC for 3 days 3 nights from the 15th to the 17th of June and I can tell you that I experienced

* New friendships
* Lots of crazily delicious food
* Fun like never before

and last thus the most,
* Jesus' love for me

REVAMP was seriously awesome pawsome!
The pics will explain. ;D

Meet Philia, my groupie! ;D

We did loads of stuff at camp, washing toilets was one of them.

Us U4 ppl (:

My roommates for 3 days 2 nights. Awesome ppl.

Us retards but I love them anyways. ;D

The official camp pics (:

I was revamped, the question is: WERE YOU?

Cheerios,
;D

* None of the pics above belong to me, all are taken from FB so kudos and TQ to the awesome photographers! ;DD

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

2010-06-08T12:53:00.006+08:00

What you got boy is hard to find,

2010-06-03T15:04:00.008+08:00

Exams were officially over two hours and five minutes ago,
and i'm feeling gooooooood.
Have i told you?
CF Revamp Camp is coming in 12 more days!
And Subang Rally in another thirtyyyyy days!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/event.php?eid=127082397304485&ref=ts
http://subangrally.blogspot.com/

Click click!
:O

I think he's the most dropdeadgorgeous guy as of now

And he's lefthanded! ;)
Need i say more?
Like him? Watch The StepFather.

Look what I found!
He's the cutest monkey in the entire world!

Like him? Or it?
Watch Dora the Explorerrrr!

Cheerios,
;DD

Hallelujah hallelujah,

2010-05-27T22:32:00.007+08:00

A girl who almost became a marine biologist,

A local band singer,

A single mother,

A simple country girl,

A soul patrol brotha,

A happy chirpy high school girl,

A supergoodlookingandamazinglyhot bartender,

An assistant music director at his church and-is-also-super-talented-and-goodlookin',

And a superrrrrrrhawt paint salesman,

All they had in common was their search for a big break.

And a voice.

They got that big break they wanted and look at them now.
Wowzers.

Cheerios,
;D

Oh, oh I want some more, Oh, oh What are you waitin' for?

2010-05-22T15:39:00.003+08:00

These past few days, I'm feeling kinda happy.
I love feeling this way.
Course there's the one or two odd reasons why I'd feel otherwise but right now,
just right now,

I'm happy.

Cheerios,
;D

Telling you that I've had it with you and your career, when you come back I won't be here,

2010-04-16T20:33:00.007+08:00

I love them all.

Note the sequence of the pictures and LOOK! at Bryan,
I find them hilarious! ;DDD

Had an awesome day,
In one word: Satisfied.

Cheerios,
;D

All that i'm after is a life full of laughter,

2010-04-10T19:07:00.003+08:00

Meet Sam.
Sam has hairy legs.

But whoa, look at that!
Sexy, sexy!

Sam Worthington was the lead in Clash of the Titans, which I watched today in Mid Valley courtesy of my mom's company.
It was two hours of brutality.
If there wasn't a Sam in the movie I would've died along with all the villains in the first ten minutes.
;D

Today, I realized how good it feels to be walking around in a shopping mall.
Okay, maybe I realized that ten years ago, but nevermind that.
I finally realized that I love shopping.
Window shopping, anything as long as I get to be in a shopping mall.
The sights, the smell.
Ah.

Kay, off for dinner now.
Sandwich and banana, here I come!

Cheerios,
;D

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely,

2010-04-09T20:17:00.010+08:00

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
Little did I know
When I caught the next train, there you were to sweep me away
Guess thats what I've waited for.

Bruno Mars, you're awesome ;D

Watched the first ever live basketball match, in a looong time today and was so psyched!
It was SMK USJ 4 against a school from Puchong i think.
We lost but the effort was there.
It was epic.
It felt so good to be supporting our school team, and the Fourian spirit was definitely there.
So nostalgic.
Loved it, all of it.
Shopping tomorrow, can't can't can't wait!

Oh, oh!
See below ;D

J.D.: Your tumour grew SO big, it became a three-mour.
Such classic John Dorian.

Cheerios,
;D

They might say Hi, and I might say Hey,

2010-04-03T10:55:00.010+08:00

I'm so in love with a musician.
He's Bruno Mars.

As of now, I've only heard one song from him but his voice makes sure that I come back for more of him.
His glasses are so Andrew Garcia! ;D
Oh, and he plays the drums.
Sexy, sexy! ;D

You have changed me,
You have made me whole,
You are my one true love,
You are my Saviour,
Forever and always.
Love you, Lord.
Love you, Abba Father.
My Daddy, for all of time ;D

Cheerios,
;D

I never thought I'd fight for you as hard as I did,

2010-03-28T19:58:00.006+08:00

I admire people who can do great things.

Sing, Kris Allen.

Dance, Legacy Perez (SYTYCD).

Play, Gavin (:

Laugh:D

Eat, John Park (American Idol)

Love, My family :D

Cheerios,
:D

Never thought that it would end like this, Say goodbye with a poison kiss,

2010-03-26T16:09:00.007+08:00

I had a cream puff for lunch today.
Thanks Bryan!
But that would be thanking myself.
Cause my fake name is Bryan Tan for today.
Haha, long story! Come for CF and we'll laugh about it. ;D

Cheerios,
;D

What have you done to me to make me feel proud?

2010-03-19T11:00:00.009+08:00

Do you watch The Biggest Loser?
Well, I do.

And I always find myself rooting for Bob's Blues, every single season.
Maybe cuz I likey Bob Harper.
But Bob will never ever ever like me.
So sad.
No, its not because I have low self esteem.
No. You know why?
It's because Bob's gay.
Yeah, now you knowwww.
He's hot anyways, lah so... ;D

Say hi to Dan Evans.
He kinda sings out of tune a bit (yes, he actually played his guitar and sang a song on the show!)
But then, don't judge a book by its cover.
I mean..
Look at him now!

Dan's album wei.
Chunted.

Mark, one of my other favourites.

Here's some more pictures to inspire.

Curtis and Mallory.

Roger and Trent.
Lookey, Roger's so sexy now.
I can't believe I'm saying that.

Jay and Mark.
Look at the way Mark's standing now.
Whoooshey, confidence wei!
Haha, kinda reminds me of one of Pam's many poses.

Dan and Jackie.

Brittany and Bernie.
Bernie's like, "Pick me, pick me!" on the BEFORE pic.

Okay, enough blogging.
Now time to pig out!
So ironic but I do that all the time while watching The Biggest Loser.

Cheerios,

Trouble, trouble trouble trouble trouble. Trouble been doggin' my soul, since the day I was born,

2010-03-13T18:22:00.009+08:00

Alex left.
My heart broke.

Pam introduced me to Gabe.

Gabe is goooooooood.

I'm counting on Lee now.
Lee is hot talent.

Aaron's so cute.
His voice is way beyond his years.

Andrew is so talented.
Him and the guitar = Whoa.

So much guitar talent.
Speaking of guitars, I can't wait to get my very own.
Don't know when and what colour, but I have in mind a couple.
Can't wait.

Cheerios,
;D

All the single ladies, all the single ladies, now put your hands up,

2010-02-25T17:55:00.023+08:00

GUESS WHAT?

My Astro spoiled ;(
I would've been watching American Idol RIGHT THIS SECOND if not for,

Oh well, i'll YouTube them on Fridayyyyyyy instead.

I know right, i'm such a betrayer.
I actually have two numbers. :D

JASLENA
ME

So what house are you in? Wait, wait let me guess.
Bendahara.
Oh... You running tomorrow?
Ya. Oh, guess what? I'm wearing a Temenggung shirt, having a Syahbandar number, and am actually Bendahara.
Confused.
:D

We had the Fourian run today and I got number thirty-three.
No number to brag there but yeah, i didn't expect it either.
I know, it's still quite bad but considering I didn't expect to be anywhere near the top 50,
i'm happy for thirty-three.
Congrats to all who ran, i'm so proud of yaaaa! ;D

After which we went shopping at Taipan; me, Shu Run and Pam.
Had lunch at MY KOPITIAM,
then we went shopping.

Here's what i bought,

Watermelon earrings, RM 3.90 at Sense Boutique

Green Top, RM 20 at Blueberry Boutique

Black Shorts, RM 26.90 at Amour

I'm feeling very satisfied right now ;D
Had so much fun hanging out with Pam and Shu Run today,
but i bet i must have annoyed them with my umbrella.
I forgot it so many times, i'm so old.
I guess being seventeen really impairs my memory huh.

Oh yeah.
Before i forget,

This is what I got from Tania for my birthday.
Handmade man, fuyohhhhhh!

And Pammieeeeeelalalalalalalalaaaaaa got me these earrings!

So thank you Pam, love ya Tania and hugs to everyone who wished me and actually remembered my seventeenth birthday last Sunday.

Love you all,

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer,

2010-02-21T13:52:00.006+08:00

My past few days; let me sum them up in pictures ;D

I would've named this baby Tyler if I didn't have to give him back. ;(
Long story, sad story ;(

Isn't this just utterly adorable?
My little sister coloured it, cho cuteeeee! ;D

Look hard, do you spot the heart? ;D

And here's the little angel herself! ;D

Don't ever come here!
The food is SO salty!
Anyways, we went here for my birthday dinner/

My SO SUPER SALTY Salmon Teppanyaki.

Later, when we finally got home from a long day at Ikea, there were fireworks outside my house!
I managed to get two really ugly shots of them, stupid 0.3 MP cameraphone! ;P

My birthday cake, yeshhh, i noe i'm OLDDDD ;D

MAKE A WISH ;D

It's Pandan Layer Cake,
and its gooooood! ;D
So gooood, that i had double takes,
almost went for the third.
Lucky me i have self-restrain.
;D

And because i'm the birthday girl,
I get to eat one of the only two lonely cherries on my cake!

Me and Mummy, very blurry.

Me and Mummy, still VERY blurry i noe..

Me and Jia Lynn

Me and Ah Yi, my little monster!

So today's the first day I live my life being seventeen.
And i feel...
happy ;D

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it,

2010-02-19T20:11:00.004+08:00

Two posts in a day!
Wow.
I looked back at the way I was, and I'm glad I grew as a person to be somewhat the way I am today.

More than you'll ever know,

2010-02-19T18:18:00.006+08:00

WHAT'S NOT TO LOVE? ;D

Shania said she liked his lips, his teeth and his bottom end.
I love it all, just as much.
Ah, John. ;D
Oh, and call me a stalker if you want but I watched his AI Top 24 interview and according to him, he eats a lot, like SIX double cheeseburgers in 15 mins!

How mouthwatering, ;D

JP is just one of my faves,
in fact i really like all of the guys in the top 12.
Well all except Lee Dewyze.

If we ever meet again,

2010-02-17T19:26:00.010+08:00

THIS SHALL BE A RELATIVELY SHORT POST AFTER MY LONG HIATUS, ;D

Ever tried Double Dutch icecream?
It's got marshmallow, chocolate, vanilla, and cashewnut.
In short, its really really gooooooooooooood ;D
I just finished one big cup of it. *rubs tummy in satisfaction* :D

Oh oh, and if you are a fan of American Idol like me,
you'd love Andrew Garcia!

Or maybe it's just me...
But he's very good lah! ;D
And i just found out he made the top 24!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!

On another random note,
the other day I went to Celebrity Fitness.

This guy was working out like crazy to Lady Gaga's Starstruck.

And now, I'm hooked on that song. ;D

Makes me wonder who compiles the playlist of songs for gyms.
I wanna be that person!
;D

So Starstruck,

Today is, oh today is, today is too quiet in my town,

2009-11-28T17:50:00.026+08:00

Hey, did you know?

That Ikea is a beautiful place. ;)

YOU are here, in Ikea.

One sock for you, one sock for me.

Little holes we hide in, little holes that we peek through.
Oh great, now I see you.

You'll find that in the Mother's Room.

Lots of love to share all round.

Pretty, ;D

Spots and height. :)

Blue trunk.

Blue star.

A birthday hat.

Lighted Christmas tree.

:)

Ikea's ice cream's are the best i've ever had!

Oh, my mom bought that for my cousin sister.
She's getting married in a week.
;)

I am so full right now.
Thank you Pralad for all the yummy sushi! ;D

Well, baby, I've been here before. I've seen this room, and I've walked this floor,

2009-11-20T21:55:00.005+08:00

I just typed and printed my resignation letter.
I feel quite sad, actually.
I'll only have been working in Sushi King for a mere one hundred and sixty seven hours.

I'll miss the kitchen crew,

Saroj, the cute one.
Pralad, the one always saying "Hello" and the one with good advice.
Mangal, the one who claims he's from China.
Ajoy, the one who loves heavy metal.
Zevry, the French dude who likes teasing and calls me Anna Montana.
Kakak, (Maznah) who is pregnant and likes eating ice cubes.
Indra, who looks quite fierce.

I'll miss the service crew,

ALREADY LEFT
Tao, the one who's always got a sheepish grin for idunnowhy.
Daniel, the one who always looks quite blur.

STILL AROUND
Rama, the big black guy who's always in black.
Uncle, the one who brings a briefcase to work.
Ummi, the new one.
Yunie, the one we all love.
Brandon, the new friend.
Joshua, the dishwasher.
Izzat, the dishwasher #2
Joyce, the hungry one.
Sir, the one always saying, "Senyum, senyum"

I'll miss,

Saroj's smile, Pralad's advices, Mangal's T-shirt (the same one he wears every single day), Ajoy's laidbackness, Zevry's teasing, Kakak's small talk, Indra's 'fierceness', Uncle's "Today until what time? Closing?", Yunie's "Lapar lah. Bosan lah.", Brandon's purple hairtie, Izzat's randomness, Joyce's hunger, Sir's kindness.

I think.

I'm gonna miss them.
More than just a bit.

Don't care about all the pain in front of me, 'Cause i'm just trying to be happy,

2009-11-13T20:40:00.008+08:00

Work is starting to get very tiring,
I seriously cannot wait for Nov 29th, my last day in Sushi King.
The job is actually not that hard and i think most people won't mind doing it, but to me it's getting very routine-like and everyday's the same:-

Punch card, wipe the tables, fill the bottles with shoyu and nitsume, arrange the table setting, fill the tissue and chopsticks, wipe the menus, wipe the windows, fill the pot with hot green tea and cold green tea, take order, send order, pick up order, clean the table of bowls and plates, end bill.

Not much but very tiring and, boring.
Might be trying KUMON next.
Marking papers will be much easier. I think.
;P Can't wait!

Oh, look what I got.. for free!

On the way home, we heard that the Hitz.FM cruisers were in SS15 so we stopped by and I won their album.

It's not that bad lah, actually.
Maybe cause free things sound exceptionally better.
:D

Oh, i took this picture in the lift at Subang Parade.

Wow. I think it's a nicely taken pic.

Don't care about all the pain in front of me,
'Cause I'm just trying to be happy.

He comes around like a wild fire, and like a moth drawn to a flame.

2009-11-09T21:13:00.006+08:00

The first cut is the deepest, baby i know,

2009-11-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

I hate to whine,
but my feet do hurt.

Started work today.
I'll never ever look at waitressing the same way ever again.
Waitresses and waiters are people with legs of steel, i suppose.
My first day at work and I've already gotten myself two souvenirs at the back of my heels, - blisters.
And the worst part was i took my shoes off to rest my feet after work, and then I saw blood on the inside of my shoes.
Blisters hurt.
And my feet hurt too.
Especially during the peak hours, namely lunch and dinner when there's quite a lot of people and you run here and there, and there and there,
but then again it's quite fun also lah.
Maybe ask me again in three days and my answer would be different lah, but for now I'm actually quite happy I decided to work.
I can say that I actually learnt a few things today.
One of them was how to not get angry at a customer who is angry with you.

I love my job,
for now lah.

Hey I put some new shoes on, and suddenly everything is right,

2009-11-01T16:58:00.006+08:00

That's the pair of shoes I'm gonna be wearing tomorrow for work.
Wish me all the best ;P

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep cuz I'll miss you babe, and I don't wanna miss a thing,

2009-10-31T11:43:00.020+08:00

This post is dedicated to my hou peng you, Toh Jia Ying.
She turns sweet sixteen today and I feel so blessed to have known her for almost four years already.

We met on the second day of school in Foyer C. The first time I met her, she was already friendly.

And very funny! ;D

She's really really awesome but she's really really random too.

Which I feel is perfect because each and every one of us is random too.

Jia Ying is beautiful inside and out, and she's a forgiving person.

Everyone loves Jia Ying, and Jia Ying, I love you too, with all my heart.

Thank ewe!, so much for the laughter and the tears (from laughing too much)

You're a blessing to each and everyone of us,

You've made me a better person just by being my friend.

You taught me the hakuna matata theme song, which now coincidentally is ours. :D
Not forgetting, I Dont Wanna Miss a Thing also! (:

So JY,
ho peng you,
my buddy,
kawan baik,
my hakuna matata, (ur Timon btw!)

I'm happy I've known you and thanks for everything. I love u for ur quirkiness and the laughter u've brought us.

Have yourself a super sweet sixteen 'fattie'! :D

I've been spending all my time, just thinking 'bout you,

2009-10-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

Wow, i havent blogged in ages.
Just felt the urge to right now.
5 more days till the end of exams and our ticket to freedom.
Went job-hunting with Jia Ji, Leanne, Phik Yen and myself last Fri.
Well, let's just see how many callbacks I'll get.
I read a few blogs today that's why, notice the facelift my blog got?
I feel happier looking at it now.
Got the inspiration from Trish's blog which i love, love love!
Sorry Trisha if my blog now kinda looks a bit (alot) like yours.
Hee ;P
Got Mod Maths and Physics tmr.
Die.
No, live!
I read this girl Chiara's blog and i think she takes really nice pics.
She started a 365 photo project where you take a pic everyday for a year and then u get to reflect on it.
I think i wanna do that someday.
Maybe after the exams? ;D

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

2009-09-21T14:51:00.003+08:00

I heart my CF and each and every one of them in it! ;DD

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights. A wonderwall of stars.

2009-09-14T15:11:00.004+08:00

Whoa, we're almost halfway through the ninth month of 2009 already.
That's fast.
So much has happened and will happen.
Makes me want to, as Shu Run would say, "Dig a hole" and hide in it.
;(
I feel so restless, knowing that there's only four months left for 2009, what can I do?
I know that by the grace of God, we can all go out and do something amazing not for our glory but His.
I pray for that wisdom, I pray for that courage.
I know for one thing that we are placed in this time ,in this place for a reason.
I really really just want a change.
Not just for me but for this nation too.
I think its time I pick my lazy bum off the chair and actually do it.
Its now or never.

Not for our glory, but His.

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive ;D

2009-09-05T13:57:00.002+08:00

Was just browsing through my ex-blog,
http://hotticecreamsandotherstories.blogspot.com/
I guess i was going thru my lala phase then (in Form Two).
Now i just need a fedora to hide behind for a while.
I cannot believe that that's me, and i will never, ever admit that I even know her.
*sigh* I feel so stupid now ;(
Aiyah, nevermind lah, everyone goes through that kinda phase at least once in their life right?
Right?
On to less depressing stuff,

He's so awesome, not to mention so good-looking.
And guess how old is he?
Nineteen only!! :DDDDD
He would've been perfect if he was left-handed, and ya i know, he looks like he is, right?
But no, he isn't. Its just a camera trick ;P

This one's really really awesome also,

Oh ya, on to promote EXperience A Miracle [EX.A.M], SMK USJ 4's very own interschool Majlis Restu.

What?
SMK USJ 4's very own interschool Majlis Restu, a blessing ceremony focused on the F3s and F5s who are about to sit for PMR and SPM respectively.

Who?
CFs all around Subang. Sounds like you? Then, come! Not living in Subang? Come, anyway!

When?
Sept 18th 2009, 1.20 PM till 4.00 PM

Where?
Acts Church, Summit Hotel in USJ 1, Subang Jaya.

Why?
Because you can makan makan a lot, haha just kidding. Actually simply because, if you don't come, you'll never know ;)

How?
Go to your school's CF President for more info or check out,
http://cfsmkusj4.blogspot.com/

Eeeeeeee, gotta go bathe!
Bye! ;DD

Cobus Potgeiter ;)

2009-07-23T16:41:00.004+08:00

Going on a 40 day hiatus (Im fasting PC and dinners for the 40 day prayer and fast)!
See ya in Sept! ;)

Cobus Potgeiter - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZCHMewvc70&feature=related

;DD

I used to be love drunk, now I'm hung over.

2009-07-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

Awesome!
Our GOD is awesome!
Can you believe that we actually reached our pledges?
50's no big number to many, but its just awesome to us that 50 ppl from our skool get to experience Rally.
And its so amazing cuz some of the sign ups arent coming fr non-believers even!
I mean, how awesome is that?
:D
Rally is like in i dunno how many more hours man but this is just so awesome, imagine in less than maybe 10 hours, we'll be at SUC all rocking out, declaring our LOVE for our Father in Heaven.
So awesome, so awesome!
I'm so pumped, I'm so ready!

Are you?

Dear Heavenly Father,

i can not lean on my own understandings, Yet please give me faith and courage to pull through because all things are possible through you O Lord. Keep my heart pure and free me from all the things that will pull me away from You. O Lord I surrender my life into Your hands. Use me O Lord as Your soldier here on earth. I am ready O Lord, we are ready O Lord. So use us, O Lord for the expansion of Your Kingdom O Lord. Thank You O Lord for listening to my prayers. Let's just rock out and let loose tomorrow during Rally. Let us open up our hearts. While we come with passion, let us leave with a burning fire! Awesome!

Amen.

(:

Eh you, come for Rally.
Don't think; just datang.
You won't regret it.